Last night was a hum dinger.  Massive family party with Solid Boyfriend Potential (SBP).  It was his brother and sister in law’s joint 50th and their son’s 21st.  I met the entire family.   SBP looked really handsome.  Having only ever seen him in date clothes, you know, jeans and a blazer or Barbour kinda […]
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As Toyboys go, this kind of rocks. 2 years ago . January 12. Venice. My favourite city in existence. Italian men. Sizzling….Explosive mix. Over the years I spent lots of time in Venice seeing my Best Friend who lives nearby in Trieste. She was married.  Unhappily. So we’d meet there to drink & shop and […]
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It’s New Year and it’s going to be a fantastic one for everyone…….I promise, and I should know because what I forgot to tell you guys in the blogs last year is that as well as being a poet, I’m a kind of High Priestess and professional Astrologer. I tend to keep it under my […]
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Yep 1969 – the year I entered the world. The month of March to be precise. 2009 – the year I’ve been on the planet 40 years! 2009 – January – a year since I enlisted on TBW! And because of TBW I am gonna have to seriously review the guest list for me birthday […]
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To bed or not to bed, that is the question Whether tis now nobler in my mind to scupper The flings and shallows of my outrageous Former Or stay set upon this sea of transients And by not opposing, bed them? – To hide, – to creep No more:- and, by creep, to say I […]
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Went to the movies last night with my good Toyboy friend John.   He is 27, about 6’3”, good looking in a Johnboy from The Waltons kinda way.  Blonde, blue eyed.  Wholesome. Over the last year, he has always been a text away with a ‘hang in there,’ a ‘call me if you need me,’ […]
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The Pink track “conversation with my 13 year old self” comes to mind when I remember the many scars from the many abusive relationships I’ve endured. Firstly, there was the sexual abuse by a family member. This was closely followed by many meaningless NSA sex, drawn like a moth to the faint glow I thought […]
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Tis the season when Christians around the world celebrate virginity, or at least the life of one famous virgin, and the birth of her even-more-famous son. Personally, I’ve never been a huge fan of virginity. I lost mine (and haven’t found it again since), just shy of my 17th birthday (to Peter I, who had […]
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In a piece on The Good Life page 144. Maybe English toyboys will soon be considered an essential part of the good life for New York women, when we launch there in May! Rumour has it that one New York woman is using air miles to ship them over. Maybe it should be called air […]
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So, after two years of the ups and downs, (both literally and metaphorically) of this love affair with my beautiful Italian boy, why is it time to say adieu? If I do want to say goodbye how the hell am I going to do it with the minimal amount of fallout for both of us? […]
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