Oh dear. I think I’ve become terribly dull. And it’s all of my own making too. This is a tricky period. One’s new path would be quite easy to give up right now. However, I must be resolute… Once upon a time I was far too afraid to do anything, a frustrating period I eventually […]
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Today is my birthday. Well, okay, today isn’t EXACTLY my birthday, because when you write something for publication, wherever it might be, there’s usually a delay between the time you write it, and the time you see it “in print,” or in this case “online.” Unless of course you’re commenting on something like YouTube for […]
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In this year of Darwin festing, it seems timely to consider the evolution of one of our post-Fall delights – namely sex.             Professor Steve Jones, in his wonderfully witty book, Almost Like a Whale, poses the interesting question: Why do men have such large genitals, especially as  Homo Erectus does not signal his genetic […]
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Last night was a hum dinger.  Massive family party with Solid Boyfriend Potential (SBP).  It was his brother and sister in law’s joint 50th and their son’s 21st.  I met the entire family.   SBP looked really handsome.  Having only ever seen him in date clothes, you know, jeans and a blazer or Barbour kinda […]
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As Toyboys go, this kind of rocks. 2 years ago . January 12. Venice. My favourite city in existence. Italian men. Sizzling….Explosive mix. Over the years I spent lots of time in Venice seeing my Best Friend who lives nearby in Trieste. She was married.  Unhappily. So we’d meet there to drink & shop and […]
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It’s New Year and it’s going to be a fantastic one for everyone…….I promise, and I should know because what I forgot to tell you guys in the blogs last year is that as well as being a poet, I’m a kind of High Priestess and professional Astrologer. I tend to keep it under my […]
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Yep 1969 – the year I entered the world. The month of March to be precise. 2009 – the year I’ve been on the planet 40 years! 2009 – January – a year since I enlisted on TBW! And because of TBW I am gonna have to seriously review the guest list for me birthday […]
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To bed or not to bed, that is the question Whether tis now nobler in my mind to scupper The flings and shallows of my outrageous Former Or stay set upon this sea of transients And by not opposing, bed them? – To hide, – to creep No more:- and, by creep, to say I […]
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Went to the movies last night with my good Toyboy friend John.   He is 27, about 6’3”, good looking in a Johnboy from The Waltons kinda way.  Blonde, blue eyed.  Wholesome. Over the last year, he has always been a text away with a ‘hang in there,’ a ‘call me if you need me,’ […]
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The Pink track “conversation with my 13 year old self” comes to mind when I remember the many scars from the many abusive relationships I’ve endured. Firstly, there was the sexual abuse by a family member. This was closely followed by many meaningless NSA sex, drawn like a moth to the faint glow I thought […]
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